A Little Progress

So I have made the preliminary order for the flowers and bought the bridesmaids' presents. That's it. Nothing else. I mean, I've tried to do some others, but to no avail. Now I'm sitting here at 12:30 AM having come home from some family friends' 25th anniversary celebration thinking about how I'm going to pull this marriage off. I love Him. I want to be with Him. I want to spend the rest of my life with Him. What's with the fucking cold feet?! Every other bride better feel like this or else i'm going to think I'm going psycho. Goddammit.